1st week of holiday after exam

I have finally finished my exam. now im having holiday till end of july... till my uni reopen. im now sitting here doing totally nothing.
i felt totally lost. i dont know why.

i read thru the astro.qq.com today . reguarding my horoscope, they have mention that whose the one giving most pressure to you. it happen to be gemini. this friend was very nice. but some how ... recently, he met this girl over in the internet. oh well, his life of grive has over, i ask him to go for it if you got the feel towards her :) most importantly, all my friends are happy. i dont really care much.

well... after so long it has been... 7 months. i might think that i have forgotten her. but ... i dont know why, i met alot of friends, there are many many better girls out there... but i dont know why ... i just couldnt get the right feel towards them... can it because i still miss her alot ? maybe i am still missing her... Her Uni reopen tomorrow... and she will be going back there soon. i here to wish her all the best in her studies and life...

i really hope that she will be fine after so long. a month ago... she broke up with her bf... i went to mmu to look for her... confort her... i dont know why i do it... but ... its realy sour when i see her cry. i dont want to see her cry. i hate to see my friends cry.

i really hope to take all of the pain and sadness away from her. i rather suffer then seeing her sad.

i hope she will be fine now la... oh well.... 2 more days going to be her bday. i wish to be there for her... but i dont think its going to happen. oh well... she got alot fo friends whose more care about her. lets just hope they will be there for her when she need company.

oh well.... i went to rainforest in piramid with eugene and wing hong yesterday. we had some beer and also a shot of flamming lambogini... jezz... i really didnt know they could not stand the alcohol... eugene had only one ... then his owned.
luckily wing hong can still stand. as for me ? those are nothing... hehe ... any how, at least i know where is their level of alcohol is ... ill watch out for them next time.

i feel really lonely and sad these days ... expecially seeing my friend falling into love rivel again. im happy for him... sad for myself. i dont have the heart for relationship but i hope my friends to be better :)

haha dumb me ...
oh well... wish you all the best :)

alright... write some other time...