After Sunday where me L and D went for a swimming. That day go home, i'm sick. I never sick like this for a long time. This sick was just like the days i finish the Lipton events in Sunway Lagoon that time. Totally sick... A poor guy whose sick with no one noticed, until today.
With no purpose, destination... i drove my car on sunday... 9:15 pm. I drove all my way to cyberjaya, MMU to look for her. I just follow my feelings, my heath to a place. A place just to see her. Seeing her make me happy, with a Sad feeling within. I feel like i starting to chance as well. I am not myself any more. I am becoming, cold, down, and dead fello. Maybe because im sick? maybe?
Saw her online, chatted with her. She's no longer the old she. She did not treat me the way she always did anymore. Do not know how she actually feels but i am sure the one whose hurt. My friend told me, some one whose being love is always more "hang fuk" then the one who love her more. I believe i am the one whose love her more then i being loved by any one. Now i see why i am like this, i know this is love. i know it. But... i really want things to chance. I want her back. Thats all i want.
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