Phone was as usual quiet... empty... lifeless. Still misses her as always... Saw her online on the computer. Will always be the same by thinking that ... Hope she will message me one day, like she always do... but she didnt. Sad day... knowing that teng went out with don the other day. looks like i made a good move by letting them know each other.
If i cannot be with her... i sure want my friends to be better. I may not be a good lover after all. Maybe thats why i could not win her heart of her ex.
haiz... thinking of the magical moments we were together for the pass 2 months. All the stuff we do together, study together, discuss, chat, laugh, smile, kai kai and many many things. Those are just pure memories. Could not affort to see her on Yahoo now... each time i saw her... ill just sad... very sad... maybe its time for me to stay off yahoo for a while... but never mind... like always, i am on ICQ 24/7. never off before. If she really thinks of me... she should able to get me at icq... but i think its going to be hard.
The best moments of we being together was the moments where me her and her cousin sis were together. we were like baby sitting a little girl go shopping... well it wasnt really that bad... and i remember i brought 2 shirts that is being picked by her. Was her suggestion, was the best clothing ever. Never knew i look good in those... but its already a memory. I still remember from 5 pm we went kaikai till late night. We even watched bugs bunney together, 3 of us. Was a fantastic day. We enjoyed alot. i keep it in my memory for ever. As long this webpage dont delete my blogs... all this going to be here. as a memories.
i still remember where it was tuesday. 2nd of december. I was in Kepong, driving without a destination, i have no a clue about going about in KL. I was working part time, runnign sales on the road. Drving every where. Called her up for some directions, before that, asked her about going for lunch. she already ate that time. but then i asked again to teman me makan. she say ok... sure i was happy indeed. We had strawberry sai mai lo together. The moments was so sweet. Never can forget about that moment. It was the best... We were together till i finish working. On out way back was also the memorial moments, on the way home. She was like so lau gai and stuff. she is messing with all the buttons, controls in the car. sure i did try to stop her. but sure lar never work out. but the rest i keep it for myself. i'm not telling any more over here. those are my memories.
many many more things... ah... those memories ... make me even more sad... even one more day where we went to Time square, Lawyat, sungai wang, Lot 10 and many many more places.... those are memories... :*(
very very very sad...
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