Another day has past...

another day has past, back from genting, doing nothing again. all i did was wasting money up there. Spend rm 10 in the "pa qing go" so call casino. Bothing much has happen for the pass 2 days. All went as planned. Today was my last day up on genting, walked around first world, found something i wanted to get for her... because of what happened already, that is why i never get her the craft name... but today, i happen to walk to the place again. This time, i actually decided to get it... even we are no longer together. I wonder how is she now.

Tonight, D called up me to go yam cha with D,K ,E and his girlfriend. We went to SS2 mamak stalls. We chit chated for a while and stuff. Everything looks normal to me, but i do really feel a little disturb when they talk about my issue. But, it has already been 21 days... i am trying my best to make myself feel better. But i know myself, i really done it this time, where i really do feel hurt ,sad and cried.

After the yam cha section, they ask me to go to the park... Well, the last time was regarding E and his girlfriend issue. looks like this time is my issue. I asked D about his progress towards T, cause T was a friend to B. What i know, they seems to be getting along pretty well. Progress is the thing. Glad to hear. I failed and sure i do not want my friend to be something like me. I will wish them for the very best. Do not give up D, she is a very nice girl. Go for it.

I remember D told me today, about that day they were in Qbar... i really do not like to hear about the story. It really hurt me alot. and i mean it really does. about this guy whose aftering B and the way he treat them. i really feel sad and more sad i think about it. But i know, it is not beyond my control... She got the rights to choose... I do not know who is that guy, but i really hope he is a good guy who can really treat her nicely. If i know he hurt her or anything, i am sure to break his leg. and i really mean it. But most importantly, i really wish that they are getting along well.... if there is any progress there... lets hope for the best. As long she is happy, while i am not... but i will wish her to be as happy always.

i miss you alot dear... i really do...